Friendship Fuck Ups

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Eighteen years old; school over; nothing to do; little to worry about (other than results and college) – is it any surprise that the smallest of things bug me?

This is going to be sappy, whiny and slightly insignificant to most of you, but I’m doing it – sacrificing your sanity, in order to save my sanity.

Most days, I sit on the sofa – boring myself into the vast spectrum of nothingness. My life is perfumed with jealousy, like friends doing stuff without me (it fires me up), or when snide, bitchy comment not thrown in my direction, makes the rounds back to me – thanks to the one loyal friend I have. Regardless, when fights happen between my friends and I, it unleashes a dragon inside of me – I love it.

I love nothing more than drama; when a friend wrongs me and I have the right to disown them (yes, i am that much of a bitch); when a group of friends is split in two, due to an argument over who stole Hannah’s favourite liquid lipstick. I love friendship fuck ups.

And a fair few occured within the last 3 months of endless boredom: it gave us a reason to give out to each other, we have nothing else to do. But, the recent events in my life manifested into a type of melodrama which I don’t enjoy. It’s lonely: my friend group, 16 people large is now fragmented and messed up, all the broken glass sparkling. And I’m left alone.

Johnny splits from the group because Derek bought 3 concert tickets for Linda, Stan and Frankie; Marissa thinks Linda is fat and tells her; Stan, Derek and Harry go to summer college, leaving their friends behind because they are pretentious! Helen is only Brian’s fourth best friend, so Helen bitch slaps him, calling him a “fake friend.” And I do nothing wrong, but I’m soon left virtually friendless!!

It’s a terrible ‘covfefe’.

You are enveloped into a circle of only a few people you can trust and will always trust – until one of them forgets the important plans you had with them, so you give them the cold shoulder for a week, the other “close” friend doesn’t understand how to value long-term friends over short-term boyfriends. And suddenly, you’re left with one person – you meet them 1/7 days of the week. The remaining 6 days are an emotional wreck filled with sobbing and chomping down bananas in order to pass time. It’s wrong!

“Is there pity for the plain girl?” – Dodie

So, what’s the point? Why am I telling you all this? Well, it’s all pretty petty. And all teenagers go through this type of isolation in one form or another. It seems important and ‘the end of the world’ but it’s really not. What it shows is that, the first person you should trust is yourself, everything else will follow. Enjoy your friend’s company – but don’t worry about losing them, because it happens for a reason. Remain calm, and someone will open a door for you!

But don’t…

“Give into that easy living. Goodbye to my hopes and dreams.” – Portugal. The Man

This is most definitely a side you’ve never seen of me before – and hopefully one you won’t see for a long time.¬†I’ve decided that the stuff falling through the cracks is confetti and I’m having a party! Have you experienced friendship fuck ups? How do/did you cope with them? Let me know in the comment section below ūüôā

-B

Singles Saturdays: Skott, Superfruit, Kesha

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Hanging in my kitchen are all the albums from my childhood – I must admit, 7 year old Bill had a thirst for hard rock and R&B. Needless to say, that’s changed drastically since. Lincoln Park, Guns and Roses and Tatu; I hold them dearly close to my heart. But¬†11 years on, my taste in music has softened and lightened up (just ever so slightly). It’s Saturday again, so time to review more singles that are ready to mingle.

Skott – Mermaid

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Skott is a Norwegian dark-pop artist who found her grounding in the music industry through Spotify, where she gains millions of monthly listens. Her recent releases include Lack of Emotion and Wolf (my fav song of 2016), which were mystical and dark, and Mermaid is no different. Mermaid features a mystical piano which repeats throughout and grows on me with each listen. Skott has a husky and enchanting voice which bellows an ethereal melody in the verse, but her versatility shines through as she uses her falsetto (high voice) during the chorus. This song has power; creating vibes of Lana del Ray, which I’m not angry about. You must listen to this: there is too much going on for me to nail this song simply, in one paragraph –¬†Mermaid utterly enchanting.

“Isn’t it silly now that you know? someone this slippery can’t let you go.”

95/100

Superfruit – Bad 4 Us

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Superfruit are a duo, consisting of Scott Hoying and Mitch Grassi, that also sing as part¬†of Grammy Award-winning acapella group, Pentatonix. They released Part 1 of their first EP, Future Friends. Bad 4 Us is the second single from Part 1, and it’s funky. They present a fresh view on pop music to us – they are selling it, and I’m buying it. The song begins with muted guitar chords and synthetic voices lurking in the background, which all¬†evolves into a very slick example of percussion and intriguing sounds. The chorus is simple and catchy which flows well with the rest of the song. Mitch’s extremely high-pitched voice contrasts against Scott’s deeper voice, however the highlight of this song is certainly the¬†quirky and antiphonal voice which speaks in the background¬†once or twice in the verse; you’d know what I mean if you listen to it (I can’t explain it lol). Overall, the pop funk does kinda¬†bore me after 90 seconds but it is well mastered.

You’re my knight and shining armour.”

79/100

Kesha – Praying

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Released early last week, Praying is Kesha’s first single for 4 years; due to¬†a legal battle she is involved in with her producer at Sony. In light of the extremely¬†tough¬†conditions which¬†Kesha fought through, she returns with a poised, selfless and soulful single, Praying. The ballad begins with a piano and Kesha’s raw vocals; thus highlighting the lyrics. Basic piano chords; narrow vocal range, then the chorus enters with the repetition of the lyrics – it’s an earworm. Unfortunately, it takes about 90 seconds for the song to really kick off, we hear real emotion in Kesha’s powerhouse vocals, and the music becomes more active. A real, definite,¬†marching beat can be recognised. The highlight is undoubtedly her whistle-tone (similar to a screech) which is the climax of the song – in my opinion it is so impressive: whistle-tones aren’t taught; their naturally gifted to a singer. Overall,¬†Kesha has managed to say ‘f*ck you’ in a beautiful way.¬†Praying is a soulful song with a powerful message, emotionally executed by Kesha.

“I hope you’ll find your peace, falling on your knees, praying.”

80/100

What do you think of this week’s singles? Who do you want me to review next? Please let me know in the comment section below. Until next time ūüôā

-B

 

 

 

 

 

Singles Saturdays: Lorde, dodie, Selena

Music weaves through my every day life; I obsess with it in a sense (like most do…) however, I often feel an urge to expose my Spotify playlist to new sounds and artists. In light of that, I am¬†launching ‘Singles Saturdays’, where I review new hit singles from new and/or established artists around the globe – for my own personal musical interests and for yours. My taste in music is unashamedly narrow: good pop; dark pop; alt pop etc… But anything that is new, I will review.

Let’s begin!

Lorde – Homemade Dynamite

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Lorde is a 19 year old sensation from New Zealand; rocketed into fame in 2013 with her Grammy-winning ‘Royals’, and after a 4 year hiatus, Lorde returns; reinvented. Homemade Dynamite is the third single off of her new record ‘Melodrama’ and I’m obsessed. The song starts off edgy and typical of Lorde’s electronic-synth sound with big percussion. Lorde sings about the narrative of a party infused with alcohol; becoming entoxicated and doing¬†destructive¬†things. But where the song really takes off for me is the eclectic and intriguing chorus which is intensely tense, and unexpected. There is syncopation (off-beat) throughout the chorus which works well with the high pitched vocals. However, the highlight of the song is undoubtedly the coda of the second chorus: Lorde sings “Now you know it’s really gonna blow,” *makes an boom/explosion sound*,¬†which is utterly spine tingling. Lorde is one of the only modern pop artists who continues to explore and expand, musically. Homemade Dynamite is infectious and memorable.

90/100

dodie – Sick of Losing Soulmates

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For those unaware, dodie is British singer/songwriter who posts videos, songs and skits onto her widely popular YouTube channel. Her subtle and understated personality is reflected in her music: it’s quirky. This song begins with a guitar, and to be honest, it doesn’t progress much further than that in terms of instruments. An odd cymbal crash here and there adds to the song; maybe a bew bell chimes too. But the song’s main feature is the quiet and enchanting atmosphere which is achieved by dodie’s soft voice, and the antiphonal voices which join in the pre-chorus. Something which I find interesting about Sick of Losing Soulmates is the lyrics: dodie writes them in a speech-like way, rhyming isn’t her main priority, and is often jarring. But Sick of Losing Soulmates is shattering and heart-breaking – a song for the melancholic.

79/100

Fetish – Selena Gomez ft. Gucci Mane

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SelGo follows her hit¬†Bad Liar single with Fetish; a sensuous and sexual single. Selena is staying true to her recent electronic sound with¬†this song. What strikes me firstly, is how uncomfortable I feel listening to the¬†verse and¬†chorus. It’s slightly strange, although it is catchy in a way. The lyrics are not PG – yet they intrigue. The verses feature nothing special. The focus is simply on the chorus and Selena’s soft (and weak) vocals, along¬†with an electronic and synthesised sound which bellows in the background.¬†Also, Fetish features a rap section by a rapper I’ve never heard of before – Gucci Mane –¬†his rapping isn’t as luxurious as the name suggests. Overall, I’m not angry, just uncomfortable at what the song suggests – it is saved by the chorus, which is saying something.

66/100

What do you make of these songs? Do you agree with me or do our opinions clash? Who do you want me to review next? Let me know in the comments section below.

-B

Book Review: We Were Liars

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In a recent post of mine, I said I’d¬†review ‘We Were Liars’ by E. Lockhart – as soon as I had read it – and I’m keeping to my promise. Over the Christmas holidays, I read this book and I must admit, I am in love with it. It took me longer to read than expected¬†(even though it’s very short) but I’m slow – both reading-wise and mentally.

The plot is rather difficult to summarise in a few sentences but: A rich American family called the Sinclairs¬†have their own summer island called Beechwood Island, Massachusetts. When Cadence and her cousins¬†– the Liars – and their friend Gat head to Beechwood one summer, Cadence has an accident which she can’t remember. Everyone else is aware of what happened, but nobody is supposed to tell her – she¬†has to overcome her selective amnesia. All Cadence can remember is tiny, insignificant details from that summer, which aren’t so insignificant after, all as soon as she uncovers the dark history of the Sinclair family tree and the gaudy, ostentatious mannerisms of the elders. As she begins to uncover these secrets and lies, two summers later,¬†her somewhat ghostly cousins, Johnny, Mirren and their friend Gat, help her see what truly happened that damned and forgotten summer.

It is a strange book for many reasons; the style in which Lockhart writes, the incohesiveness¬†of¬†the narrative (which is purposefully done), the way in which we are thrown into the deep end of a setting with a ton of new characters, and the kind-of-reportage speech. However, this new-style of writing is hard to get accustomed to, yet it is so intriguing. I knew that from the opening page, every detail in which the narrator Cadence described would be so significant – it’s a mystery for us trying to see which facts were lies and which were the truth.

I do love this book overall. The strength of the novel is no doubt the shocking and harrowing ending which nobody will predict. Even if the book isn’t your cup of tea, reading until the end is so worth it. Everything about ‘that summer’ is revealed, and it is jarring. Lockhart also uses fairytale stories which mimic the action on Beechwood Island which I adore.

The main weakness of the novel, however, is the overload of information in the writing style. It is almost like the book was cut down 100 pages short and facts and info were squeezed into small chapters. Also, the ending Рall fantastic and unexpected Рis given and told to us in very obvious way Рthis is instead of letting the reader put the pieces of the mystery together themselves.

On the whole, ‘We Were Liars’ is a great little book for someone who wants the pleasure of reading and finishing a novel within a short space of time. It is a nice way to introduce somebody into the world of YA Fiction.

85/100

-B

New Year’s Resolutions

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I swear, the same people every year come out with the same monotonous statements:

“Pinch me. It’s the new year already?”

“I cannot believe the year has gone by so quickly!”

“OMG! IT’S 2017! How crazy is that?”

Yeah well, guess what? I’m one of those idiots. Aren’t we all? Besides, we all try to set of New Year’s Resolutions; we all fail after 2 days; we forget they exist for 11 and 3/4 months; we reset the same resolutions… It’s a vicious, continuous and hopeless circle – yet we still set these goals again and again. It’s nice to think that we can have a fresh beginning every once in a while.

So as I attempt every year, here is my shabby New Year’s Resolution List! A day late, because I’m a classy bitch:

1. Read Read Read

Like I have stated in a recent post, I have a busy year ahead, and it will be tough to find time to read. But¬†I’ll set an ambitious goal to finish a book within a certain time period.¬†Will it work out? – ¬†fingers crossed.

2. Drink more water

Honestly, I fail to comprehend how¬†I still function: I rarely drink straight-up water. It’s forlorn – I will never enjoy water. Yet last year, I had – ¬†accidentally – stumbled into a pattern of drinking tons of water in school, which I hope to restart soon (or now).

3. Take more pictures

I got a polaroid camera for x-mas this year – I’m obsessed. However, the price of the films which you insert into the camera is immense. So I’m going to preserve those – no doubt. But I want to use my Canon as much as possible – ¬†I will appreciate it in years to come.

4. Learn to say ‘no’

I tend to be a bit of a pushover when it comes to socialising, work assignments, group work etc. etc. Saying ‘no’ unapologetically, is essentially doing what you want to do, and not letting others walk over you – it happens to me quite often.

5. Stay tidy and organised

This, I am actually quite successful at. But I want to stay on top of study; create plans and sticking to them; clean room; clean mind. But not let it take over my life – have fun.

6. Not giving a single fuck

As of 2017, I no longer care what others think.

Short and sweet, just how I like it. Maybe you got an idea or two out of this. It is mainly a post that I can revisit soon, and just to check up on – let’s call it a friendly reminder. Thanks for reading. I wish you a Happy New Year! And most of all, I hope that your resolutions last longer than two days – I’m sure they will ūüôā

-B

My 2017 Must Read Book List

2017 will be my busiest year so far. State Exams being the prime reason. But that only goes as far as June. As soon as June¬†22nd¬†comes, I’ll be free. In September, I’ll be (hopefully) starting college¬†– BA Psychology. Since I have a busy year ahead, I need some kind of outlet – reading.

I’ve been told that it really isn’t the most ideal time to read,¬†I kinda agree, but I kinda don’t care. I’m gonna do it anyway. And, I’ve been stockpiling a bunch of books that I want to read. So here they are. All 7 must-read books in their glory.

 

1. We Were Liars – E. Lockhart

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O.K. I guess this is cheating but I have already started this book. And it’s great. It has raving reviews from teens and adults alike, and to no surprise, has won numerous awards; Goodreads Choice Award for YA Fiction being the most notorious.

It is about a girl called Cadence, and her ostentatious, extremely wealthy and snobby family (all parents, aunties, uncles, cousins) whom own their own little holiday island called Beachwood Island in Massachusetts. Cadence, however is slightly different to the rest of the ‘perfect family’. She has a so-called ‘brain injury’ from an accident that occured during Summer Fifteen (I believe – not sure) which she can’t remember. The only details she knows of the accident are from her mother, who Cady believes is lying in some sort. Cadence strives to find what really happened to her that Summer, behind all the lies told by herself, her group of cousins called The Liars, her mother and so on, whilst trying to cope with falling in love with Gat, a guy seems to love her, then doesn’t seem to. It’s confusing, but all comes together.

So far, this is intriguing. As the title says, a lot of what Cady (the narrator) says isn’t true. I love the mystery element of this novel. A blog review definitely insues.

2. Holding Up The Universe – Jennifer Niven

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The first of two novels by Niven on this list is ‘Holding Up The Universe’. It apparently follows a girl called Libby Strout who (kinda clich√©d) is about to meet Jack Masselin,who is ‘sexy, aloof and too cool for school’. The novel follows a uniquely Niven-style narration, where one character narrates a chapter, the other protagonist narrates the next and vice versa – it’s very captivating.

Everyone thinks they know Libby, but nobody looks past her weight to see who she really is. Jack’s cool swagger is hiding secrets. Once they meet each other, “the whole universe comes into focus.”

I cannot wait to read this.

3. All The Bright Places – Jennifer Niven

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I have heard amazing words about this novel. It sounds incredible – also incredibly sad. Last September, I read the first 5 chapters but couldn’t continue. But I’m ready to tackle it again.

With the same narration style as ‘Holding Up…”, this novel follows the path of two characters, Theodore Finch and Violet Markey, both of whom are suffering from severe depression. The novel starts at the top of a school bell tower (harrowing, I know) with one Violet ready to jump, but she is saved by Theodore. As Violet’s world opens up, Theodore’s begins to close. They must help each other battle through their darkest moments.

Enough said.

4. Binge – Tyler Oakley

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Tyler Oakley, a king of YouTube (or ‘Queen’ of YouTube as referred to by some) is an LGBTQ+ activist, has over 8 million subscribers, a featured celebrity interview segment on ‘The Ellen DeGeneres Show’ and a New York Times Bestselling Book. Last year, I read a significant proportion of this book, but school took over and I went through a lull phase.

Binge follows the story of Tyler, his struggles and successes when growing up, his stories, and his YouTube life. Not an author by profession, however Oakley has a distinct writing voice. This is the only book I’ve ever laughed out loud while reading. It is absolutely hilarious. Each chapter deals with a different topic, either pop culture , an anecdote, a personal (and strong) opinion, or an interest. And they are wacky but priceless. Examples: ‘Beyonc√© for the Day’, ‘The Gay Chapter’, and my personal fave ‘Fecal Matters’. It’s one of few excellently written and well received YouTube books.

I can’t wait to finish this.

5. The Sky Is Everywhere – Jandy Nelson

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Lennie Walker is supposed to be grieving that her sister has died, but instead she is falling in love. She is seventeen, a clarinet player, and a hopeless romantic who scatters poems all over town. This character created by Jandy is common in Young Adult Fiction, the young girl, something tragic has happened, there’s a ‘hot’ guy involved, she’s an outsider etc etc. But there is something about Lennie that I cannot wait to find out about. The narration seems so sweet and simple. But I know the novel isn’t all sweet and sugary.

Regardless, I’m excited.

6. Book 1 of Pretty Little Liars – Sara Shepard

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The T.V series of Pretty Little Liars is arguably one of the most raved about and popular teen shows IN HISTORY. I’ve watched the show – it’s absolutely incredible. I mean it.

The books are what started the show, so I’m excited to start the first book of the endless series. It follows 4 girls who live in a nasty town called Rosewood. The boss of their clique, Alison DiLaurentis has ‘gone missing’ and soon after, her body is supposedly found outside her house. She was buried alive. After a years break, the 4 girls, Hanna, Aria, Spencer and Emily get back together as soon as a mysterious unknown identity called ‘A’, sends threats to the girls, threatening to spoil their dark secrets and ruin their lives. ‘A’ continously exploits the girls, as they figure out what happened to Alison that night she disappeared while trying to figure out who this nasty ‘A’is.

SPOILER ALERT: After Season 2 of the show, it is revealed that there is more than one ‘A’, and a huge game surrounding Alison’s disappearance and a bunch of evil people wanting revenge begins.

It’s the best T.V show I’ve ever watched. I hope the books are at least somewhat good.

7. In Real Life – Joey Graceffa

 

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Surprise! A second YouTuber makes the list. You wouldn’t know from this list that I’m actually not that big of a fan of YouTubers writing books. But dyslexic YouTuber, Joey Graceffa is giving a thorough and unique outlook on growing up and what he believes to be “real life”. Known for his eccentric personality and boisterous humour much like Tyler Oakley, Joey offers a perspective on life that I’m eager to read.

 

So this is the end of the list. It’s a long one – I know. But if a book doesn’t take your fancy, just skip. But I become energetic when I think about reading these books. Hopefully my year doesn’t get outta grip to the point where I can’t read em. If any of these books seem intriguing to you, they are all really accessible in any book store or online. I recommend bookdepository.com if you are on a budget. I hope you got some ideas from this list, incase you were looking ūüôā

So that’s it. Happy Reading.

-B

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Movie Review: Paper Towns

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Adapted from the book written by John Green, Paper Towns is a film released late in 2015 starring Cara Delevingne and Nat Wolff.

I know that I should probably be doing a book review on Paper Towns rather than a movie but… My close friend who has delved into both the book and film says that the book is just fantastic, but I had received the DVD just at Christmas and thought I’d give it a go. I sat down last night with my auntie Ann, a glass of coke and a carrot cake and completely relaxed.

Plot:

Margo Roth Spiegelman (Delevingne) is a mysterious girl who likes to go on adventures without warning anyone. After a nasty, awkward relationship break-up, Margo seeks revenge on her ex-boyfriend, best friend and others who betrayed her. But she asks for the help of ex-childhood friend Quentin (Wolff) to drive her around at midnight on that school night as her little helper. Quentin has madly been in love with Margo, even since the day their friendship ceased and Margo hit the cool kid club. After their preponderance of revenge pranks, the bond is restored.

One day, approaching the end of their high school days, Margo goes missing. Again. And Quentin and Lacey (her best friend) start to panic, even more than Margo’s parents and little sister. Quentin and his two best friends, Ben and Marcus set out of a venture to recover Margo’s steps. Lacey and Marcus’ girlfriend also join the hunt in order to find a lost girl, who isn’t ready to be found.

The movie is a meditation on the bonds between friends, and how easily they can be distorted. The crew on the search for Margo plan to return in time for Prom, an unlikely event, but Quentin encourages his friends to help him recover his long-lost love. Will Quentin be successful and solve the clues Margo left him? Will he ever see Margo again?

Opinions:

Firstly, while watching Paper Towns I felt warm inside. ALL THE TIME. It’s just so sweet. I can see the similar characteristics between it and The Fault In Our Stars also by John Green. The relationships are well portrayed, and I felt a strong connection with the characters. I adore the idea of Margo trying to get Quentin out of his comfort zone, it lead really well for a decent character development. It is funny, heart-warming, and a candy floss-like story, where you can’t get enough of. The plot of a friendship evolving into a loving relationship isn’t the most unique, however the mystery in the film is captivating. I love what the characters stand for, Margo is boisterous, out-going and has no fears, and Quentin is shy, enclosed and has big aspirations in later life. But Margo is not a fan of this side of Quentin. My favourite thing about the film, is that there are so many memorable quotes. Funny and Sad ones.

“She loved mysteries so much that she became one.”

“What a treacherous thing to believe that a person is more than just a person.”

“The town was paper, but the memories were not.”

“I’m a big believer in random capitalisation.”(inside quote)

But the film did have its faults. At times there are moments known as ‘Ah Here’ moments (thanks English teacher), where you think to yourself, did that really just happen? The whole plot is kind of unrealistic, but you can look past it. I hope. A bunch of 18 year olds suddenly decide to travel from Florida to New York within 23 hours to find a girl who ran away from home again. No Biggie! Hope to find their friend in a paper town (fake town for copyright purposes), then leave *someone* and return home for Prom (Vague Spoiler Alert) all without their parents asking a single question. Also, when they are getting revenge on their friends for cheating on them, all of the windows of the houses happen to be open. OH NO! It’s unrealistic in the first place, but blame John Green for that. The film ends very abruptly, and there really isn’t a resolution. But the actors are pretty believable though.

It is sugar sweet and you may become attached to the characters as much as Ann and I did.  It is for teenagers above 12 y/o. There may be a half nude scene. Shhhhhh! Overall, I really enjoyed it, and I overlooked a few things for the sake of my saturday night. But you will enjoy the emotional train-wreck.

83/100

“Get Lost, Get Found.”

-B

 

 

 

Album Review: Blue Neighbourhood by Troye Sivan

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When I first watched Australian Troye Sivan’s YouTube videos, I instantly became addicted.¬†The 20 year old is¬†a campaigner for LGBT community, writes his own songs, and creates his own humorous sketches online. Troye was also¬†named 2nd most influencial young person alive.¬†He currently has an audience of 3.9 million subscribers on YouTube.¬†Since Sivan uploaded a song in reaction to The Fault¬†In Our Stars by John Green in 2014, Universal Records signed Sivan up. His true musical take off was the popular song ‘Happy Little Pill’ in August 2014. Troye has released two EPs, ‘TRXYE’ and ‘Wild’, both exceeding iTunes No. 1 in 60 countries, and Blue Neighbourhood is Troye’s First Full¬†Studio Album.

Genre:

Sivan’s music is so stylistically creative and unique. Sivan has stated that his music is ‘dark alternative pop’ with a twist. The most important feature of Sivan’s music is the electronic sound effects and riffs in each song, which feature in all aspects of his song, especially his chorus’. I agree that his music is dark at times, but it evokes emotion that is simply absent from real pop artists nowadays. Troye is a lyrical genius.

Songs:

My Favourites:

FOOLS: a stunning, sassy and melancholic song, certainly my favourite of the album. The sudden build up to the chorus with an electronic beat in immense.

BITE: a creepy and unusual song dubbed as what should be the theme song for American Horror Story. The chorus riff resembles a lullaby. Creative.

TOO GOOD: arguably the most under-rated song on the album. It is has a similar sound to ‘The Weeknd’, it’s too good (excuse the pun).

Great Mentions:

LOST BOY: a beautiful song where Troye searches for belonging. An awesome catchy xylophone riff.

BLUE ft. Alex Hope: the most beautiful and emotional song, where the strings take centre stage, and Troye sings about leaving his Blue Neighbourhood of Perth.

DKLA: a dark slow song which capitalises on drums and hand ‘claps’. It takes a while to understand.

YOUTH: Troye’s most recent release, a bright and commercially sound song with a vibrant chorus.

COOL: an 80’s chilled, beach¬†vibe is felt, the ostinato on the guitars makes all the difference.

Not as Good as the Rest:

SUBURBIA: a popular song with the fans, but I find this song tiring, and too predictable for Troye’s genre.

THE QUIET: certainly not a bad song, but the vocals sound painful.

Recommendations:

I can’t express how much I love this album. It is so refreshing to listen to, and fully unique. All the songs on here are great, a fantastic consistency. I understand that this music is not for everyone, but the songs are just stunning. Sivan sings with¬†conviction, and his unique electronic sound effects have changed my mind on¬†EDM music. With the¬†‘smashing glass bottle’ and ’empty Pringles can’ sounds and more, for me there is nothing not to love. My Album of 2015 by a mile, and inexpressively under-rated.

97/100

-B